MASS FOR THANKSGIVING
AND HEALING
OF A SICK PRIEST
What a beautiful Mass we came
here to celebrate. There are two
occasions that brought us here to this Eucharist.
First, it is the Mass to remember
the birthday of Fr. G, our classmate and ordination batchmate. Every life is an immense gift, but
moreso when it is the unique life of a priest. We know that the life of a priest is a life given to
service, to others, to his neighbors.
Though unworthy, the life of a
single priest touches hundreds, even thousands of lives each day, especially if
he lives within a parish community. I know that Fr. G is surrounded today by
his family and close friends. I am here as a classmate and friend. But many are here not because we are
related to Father’s past but because we are recipients of his present
goodness. You are here as because
he is your parish priest, maybe even your favorite parish priest, your beloved
parish priest, your best parish priest!
We find ourselves together in
thanksgiving for one who decided not to keep his life to himself but rather to
pour out his life for the good of others.
We are also here for another
reason: Fr. G has successfully
survived an important hurdle in his life.
Since the great Manila Archdiocese was subdivided into new dioceses, I
have been slow on news about priests in the newly created dioceses. It was just lately that I heard about
Fr. G, his entry into this period of physical illness.
Maybe you have known it all
along. There are many
rumor-mongers and gossipers in the Catholic Church. And when it’s about the priest, the news spreads even
faster!
We all know how Father has had to
slow down as he goes through this difficult process of illness.
But what makes us celebrate is
the good news that, thanks to the Lord Jesus, his body is responding well to
treatment. This is good news
indeed! And we praise the Lord for
his healing power. The reading
today is a source of hope in this season of Advent. Isaiah (26) proclaims: Trust in the Lord forever, for the
Lord is the everlasting Rock.
Allow me to reflect on this new
episode of Fr. G’s life, his sickness and ongoing treatment and medication.
Why does a priest get sick? Why does he grow weak? Or simply we observe: why does he lose his hair, lose his
voice, develop various ailment, grow old and ugly each year? We have been priests for 16 years and I
tell you, it is not easy to recover the cuteness of the past!
But I remember a counsel we
received before we got ordained, from a speaker who is now an archbishop: if a priest remains handsome, cute,
attractive, unwrinkled through the years, maybe he is always in the spa and
dermatology clinic! No, he said: maybe he is not really serving his
people.
When a priest suffers, his
suffering is connected to his service. Last Tuesday, I received the personal
song collection (in cd) of one of my classmates at the Loyola School of
Theology, where I am now studying again. There is a song there: Ikaw ang Liwanag ng Mundo, (You are the Light of the World)
where the composer paraphrases Sirach 2:1-11. Let me share the lyrics with you…
Anak kung nais mong paglingkuran
ang DIyos
Humanda ka sa mga pagsubok
Tanggapin ang anumang ipagkaloob
nya sa iyo
Tiisin mo ang kabiguan
Anuman ang mangyari
Ikaw na aking lingkod
Meron akong ipagagawa
Na mas mahalaga at kamangha-mangha
Gagawin kitang liwanag sa mundong
ito
Anak, mailigtas ang kapwa mo.
Sinabi ko ito sa iyo
Upang ikaw ay lumigaya
Tibayan mo lang ang iyong loob
Napagtagumpayan ko na ang sanlibutang
ito
Hind ka na nag iisa
Kasama mo ako
(Original biblical
verse in English:
My child, when you
come to serve the Lord,
prepare yourself for
trials
Be sincere of heart
and steadfast,
and do not be
impetuous in time of adversity.
Cling to him, do not
leave him,
that you may prosper
in your last days.
Accept whatever
happens to you;
in periods of
humiliation be patient.
For in fire gold is
tested,
and the chosen, in the
crucible of humiliation.
Trust in God, and he
will help you;
make your ways
straight and hope in him.
You that fear the
Lord, wait for his mercy,
do not stray lest you
fall.
You that fear the
Lord, trust in him,
and your reward will
not be lost.
You that fear the
LORD, hope for good things,
for lasting joy and
mercy.
Consider the
generations long past and see:
has anyone trusted in
the Lord and been disappointed?
Has anyone persevered
in his fear and been forsaken?
has anyone called upon
him and been ignored?
For the Lord is
compassionate and merciful;
forgives sins and
saves in time of trouble. Sirach
2:1-11)
The priesthood is not meant to be
a life of comfort and ease. Pain
and suffering are mysteries connected to the mission of every priest. Sometimes people see it. Sometimes they don’t. But every priest
definitely feels it in his body and his soul.
He feels it when he starts to
follow the One who ascends the cross; the One whose arms are tied and
crucified; the One whose body bleeds out of love. The priest must follow the path of Jesus, the path of love,
the path of pain.
After 16 years, the 20 of us ordained
together, I am sure did suffer a lot in many different ways.
As Christians,
we do not hope for suffering, but for healing and resurrection. But when we do suffer, as the
song says: Ikaw na aking lingkod,
meron akong ipinagagawa (you are
my servant and I am giving you a new task).
We do not
become inactive or useless just because we get sick. At times when we think we are most inactive, it is then that
God is most active in us and through us.
The way we
carry our pain becomes an inspiration to others. When before you actively and strongly and tirelessly serve
people as their pastor, now you serve them by accompanying them and by being one like them in their pain.
Now you hope
like them, hope with them, hope through them.
When before
you preach about Advent, now you show many people the real advent of
expectation for the coming of the Lord’s promises.
Incredible but
true, a suffering priest is not just an inspiration but is likewise an emblem
of hope for the people.
He is a
powerful instrument in God’s hands.
I hope i can
sing this song to you. But since
you know I am not concert material, I will just recite the song again to remain
in your heart and mind. This is
for you. This is our hope for you,
our prayer for you, our faith expressed and offered for your healing and
recovery. To us, you are a great priest, Fr. G.
Anak kung nais mong paglingkuran
ang DIyos
Humanda ka sa mga pagsubok
Tanggapin ang anumang ipagkaloob
nya sa iyo
Tiisin mo ang kabiguan
Anuman ang mangyari
Ikaw na aking lingkod
Meron akong ipagagawa
Na mas mahalaga at
kamangha-mangha
Gagawin kitang liwanag sa mundong
ito
Anak, mailigtas ang kapwa mo.
Sinabi ko ito sa iyo
Upang ikaw ay lumigaya
Tibayan mo lang ang iyong loob
Napagtagumpayan ko na ang
sanlibutang ito
Hind ka na nag iisa
Kasama mo ako