5TH SUNDAY IN ORDINARY TIME C
FROM TERROR TO TRUST
5th Sunday, Ordinary
What happens when a man or woman
encounters God? The question may
even be more appropriately stated: “What happens when God encounters a human
being?,” since it is always God who makes the first move.
The first thing is terror. There
emerges the feeling of terror on the part of the person. In the first reading, Isaiah 6, the
prophet describes how he saw the glory of the Lord. He saw God’s throne and God’s assisting angels, the
seraphim. He heard their songs of
adoration. And he was terrified,
afraid or more precisely, unworthy, to be in this awesome presence.
“Woe is me!” - was all the prophet could say. Maybe he thought at that time that he
was about to die, since he was reminded of his many sins.
In the gospel, Luke 5, a similar
thing happened. Peter witnessed
the power of Jesus’ miracle. There
were no fish and then suddenly there was an enormous catch of fish the nets
were breaking. Peter realized he
was before an extraordinary person, a being far greater than he ever imagined. He was before Jesus, who was God’s
power on earth.
All he could say was: “Depart
from me, Lord. I am a sinful man!” Like Isaiah, maybe he too, thought that
moment was the end of his life, for he too realized how far he was from being
perfect. He too was a sinner.
But then the Lord initiates
another thing, a response greater than what Isaiah or peter expected. He does not appear to them to terrify
them, does not perform wonders merely to astound them. The Lord appears to express his
trust. The human reaction is
terror. God’s reply is trust.
The encounter reinforces the
Lord’s desire to choose the people he will invite to a special relationship of
trust. The Lord wants them now on
his side, in his service. He
invites them to be prophets, apostles. To Isaiah, the message was “I am sending
you.” And what a great prophet he
became. To Peter, the message was “You
will become a fisher of man.” And Peter became the great apostle of the Lord.
This encounter happens to us too,
many times, in many forms. But in
a special way, we are conscious of this each time we enter into prayer, especially
the Eucharist. At the start of the
Mass, knowing that God is here, aren’t we moved to say, with remorse, a bit of
terror: “I confess…that I have greatly sinned.”
But then, as we proceed, the Lord
shows his trust by offering us his word, his Body, his blessings. Then we know we are called to be
prophets too. We are sent to be
apostles as well.
Isn’t this great to realize this
Sunday and everyday? We have a great
God and his greatness makes us tremble but his trust supports us and makes us
live with power and great hope.