29th SUNDAY IN ORDINARY TIME, B
SLOW LEARNERS… QUICK
PATIENCE
I had a conversation with a
professor in college. He just met one of his students for the final exams. When
the student was explaining, the professor realized that what she was saying was
all wrong. So the professor asked questions to clarify, and the more that the
student got things all mixed up. He became angry and shouted at the student.
Later he told me how painful it is to teach people who do not understand.
Was this not the same feeling Jesus
had when he discovered his disciples were not learning what he was trying to
teach them? The brothers James and
John came to him to secure a place of honor on his right and on his left, once
Jesus would be enthroned in glory (Mk 10:35ff). Before this, Jesus was just
teaching his disciples how he would be arrested, tortured and killed by his
enemies in order to fulfill his mission for the world.
He was speaking about suffering,
and his disciples were getting the message wrong!
The other ten apostles became
angry at the brothers. Did they fortunately understand Jesus? Did they finally
realized what great sacrifice they need to make in order to be partners with
Jesus in his mission? But NO! The ten were angry because James and John were
asking for the same thing they too wanted. They also wanted to sit at the right
and at the left hand of God when Jesus’ glory is revealed!
Not two, but all the disciples
had a wrong perception of the message of Jesus.
Maybe we are thinking: “What’s
wrong with these people? Why can’t they get it? How slow they are to learn.”
But isn’t it the same with us? Don’t we also fail to understand?
Many times we know what God wants
of us, and yet we do exactly what we, not God, want. Many times we know where
God wants us to go, and yet, we take the other direction. Many times we kow how God wants us to
act, and yet, we follow our way and not his.
If God were a professor, he would
have already gotten mad, shouted at us and give us a failing mark. But Jesus
did something very different. He patiently explained again his point: if you
want to be great… if you want to be first… be the servant… be the slave. He even offered to teach through his
own example: the Son of Man came not to be served, but to serve…
Lord, in times that we don’t get
your message right, teach us again with patience, meekness and simplicity.
Amen.