SOLEMNITY OF PENTECOST B
PEACE, FORGIVENESS
The crowning glory of Easter is
this feast of Pentecost, the coming of the Holy Spirit. Promised by Jesus, the
Spirit was sent by the Father through the Son to the apostles and the waiting
community of the faithful. While a more public Pentecost is related to us by
the Acts of the Apostles, a more intimate and private reception of the Holy
Spirit happened on the very day of the Resurrection, as narrated in the gospel
of John.
The Lord Jesus appeared to the
fearful apostles in the Upper Room. Jesus’ first act towards them was to grant
the gift of peace. Why peace? The Lord sensed the terror in the hearts of his
apostles. Who would not be afraid? The apostles must be so terrified at the thought
that the Jewish leaders were now going after them. Jesus’ gift of peace flowed
like a balm of love and assurance. The apostles will not live in hiding, shame,
or fear all their lives. Full of peace, they will go out on mission.
Then Jesus proceeded to give his
real gift, his greatest gift: “Receive the Holy Spirit!” In his life, Jesus
spoke and acted with power and authority, with gentleness and conviction,
thanks to the Spirit who was always in him. Now this Spirit entered the hearts
of the apostles too. And the next words of the Lord will be easier to
comprehend: “whose sins you forgive are forgiven; what you do not forgive is
also not forgiven.”
Why such a unity between the gift
of the Spirit and forgiveness? In giving his peace, Jesus showed his
sensitivity to the fear of his beloved. In giving the task of forgiveness,
Jesus showed awareness of the guilt in their hearts. Jesus’ enemies killed him
but his apostles’ betrayal, flight and abandonment hurt him just as much.
Huddled together, the apostles were “afraid of the Jews,” but also afraid of
the Lord they betrayed, and afraid of themselves, for they knew too well how
capable they were of cowardice and infidelity.
In giving the Spirit, Jesus
forgave his apostles weaknesses. In making them instruments for the forgiveness
of others, Jesus was making complete the process of healing, restoration and
re-creation of these men’s identities and mission. They were not to live in
guilt and shame forever. They were to serve as models of men fully reconciled
with God and with one another and with their conscience.
Is there anything you fear today?
Is there a mistake, weakness, or sin that fills you with crippling guilt? Is
there anything in your mind or heart that paralyzes your potential to act
lovingly and and serve tenderly? In faith, let us open our hearts to the Holy
Spirit. Let us receive his courage. Let us receive his joy. Let us live again
peaceful and healed. Come, Spirit of peace and forgiveness, into our hearts!