27TH SUNDAY IN ORDINARY TIME C
HOLY IMPATIENCE
Have you ever experienced waiting
too long for something good? Lord,
when will I be fully healed? Lord,
when will you restore our family to unity? Will I finally get my dream job now? O God, how long before you introduce
Mr. Right into my life? When will
peace reign in the war-torn regions of the earth?
We are not alone in waiting for
the good things, the wonderful promises, the fulfillment of dreams. In the first reading from the 1st
chapter of the Prophet Habakkuk, the prophet personifies our feelings too: “How long, O Lord? I cry for help but
you do not listen!” Yes in
waiting, there are moments we are tempted to think that our cry, our tears reach
nowhere. Is there someone out
there listening to me?
It is normal to grow impatient as
we undergo the ordeal of waiting. Especially in our day, people are not
accustomed to wait. Communications
is fast through the latest technology.
Any journey is rapid through the new inventions in travel. Our favorite food is delivered in less
than an hour. There is an “express
service” for almost everything.
However, we notice that when it
comes to life’s trials and tribulations, there seems to be no easy and quick
solutions. Most of the time, we are bound to wait. It is painful but we cannot
do otherwise. We can only choose fruitful waiting.
St. Paul encourages Timothy by
his own example of being a prisoner (2 Tim. 1) to “bear your share of hardship
for the gospel with the strength that comes from God.” St. Paul knew disasters
like no other apostle did. He
suffered more than the others. He had to wait all the time for
deliverance. Yet he transformed
his natural impatience into a holy impatience by going through it all with
Christ.
In the gospel (Luke 17:5-10), the
disciples implore the Lord Jesus: “Increase
our faith.” And the Lord confirms that indeed even faith as tiny as a mustard
seed can be enough for miracles to happen. Faith is a gift God wants to readily
give to those who ask from him.
I have always been inspired by
stories of people who learned how to wait guided by faith and sustained by hope
in the love and power of the Lord.
In sickness, in personal troubles, in financial catastrophes, they did
not surrender to fate. Instead, they exercised their faith in God.
At times I find myself asking God:
“How long?” I express to him my weariness and impatience. But faith assures me
that God has a timetable of what is best for me and for all, and he alone can
decide the most opportune moment to grant my prayer.
Are you tired and impatient in
waiting for something? Trust in the Lord.
Believe in his power and in his plan for your good. Live through a holy impatience by
asking the Lord to increase your faith.
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