15TH SUNDAY IN ORDINARY TIME B
PROVIDENCE OR
PROVISIONS
This gospel (Mark 6:7ff) easily
resonates in the heart of people who have felt God’s call and chosen to follow
the attraction of his voice. This
month I celebrate 16 years of responding to God’s call to the priesthood,
certainly not without trials and difficulties. My journey is more a surprise of God’s faithfulness rather
than my own. Let us break open the message of the Lord…
Jesus called his disciples and
sent them out. What is noteworthy
in this mission are the words that accompanied it: take no food, no sack, no money in your belts. The mission is daunting and complex and
no least simple. To bring the Good
News there is no assurance of encountering listening and open hearts. But the Lord seems to make it more
difficult by depriving his disciples of comfort.
Without food, the disciples will
go hungry. Without a sack, they
are clearly told not to cling to belongings. Without money, surely, they will find it hard to move
around. Is the Lord unaware of the demands and dangers of the mission?
I believe that the Lord wants to
draw the hearts of his disciples to one thing – Providence. This word means that God will provide,
and indeed he does, everything the disciple will need to accomplish his
task. Jesus himself lived in
dependence on the Providence of the Father. Remember, foxes and birds were better off, Jesus said, because
the Son of Man had nowhere to rest for the night (Mt. 8:20). The Lord Jesus lived on the generosity
of his friends, used by God to support him. And he was never lacking in anything. Providence, knowledge that God will not
abandon him, was his only sense of security.
Today for many people, this sense
of security comes from something else, not Providence but from provisions. We want to surround ourselves with
material and financial security.
We cannot seem to live without things that guarantee our health, money
and housing. We buy and
acquire. We haul things into our
storerooms and guard them zealously so that these in turn will guarantee our
happiness and invulnerability.
There is nothing wrong in being
secure. There is nothing wrong in
practicality. It demands mere
common sense to know that there are things we cannot do without in our
contemporary modern lives. But
there is one danger in all these.
For many people, their hope is grounded on the security of material
resources only, forgetting that even these are mere instruments in the hands of
God. Or at times, these material
security becomes the foremost source of strength and assurance, God’s love
relegated to secondary status.
After 16 years of priesthood, I
am constantly amazed at how God provides when all else seem futile. So many times I thought I would hit the
ground, then suddenly God shows me he is in charge and he knows what I need
even before I tell him. There were times I thought that sickness, hostility and
dangers would defeat me, then the Lord appears to me with his offer of victory
and deliverance.
Let us believe again in Providence,
more than in provisions.