21ST SUNDAY IN ORDINARY TIME, B
BELIEVING TO THE END
At the start of listening and
following Jesus, the Jews did not understand his miracle; they confused his
teaching for another expectation. They internally protested the implications of
his word. They murmured among themselves and now, they are turning their backs
on him.
You see, they were not really
ready to belief and follow the Lord. Their faith was limited. And there was no
room for growth. There was no patience to discover, to know, to deepen.
But the disciples reacted
differently and edifyingly. When the Lord asked if they were also leaving, they
said: “Lord to whom shall we go?; You have the words of eternal life.”
Beautiful words, yes. But like
the Jews, they too did not understand eveyrthing! Other events in Jesus’ life
will show the limitations of the disciples in their faith. They did not understand everything.
They would not all be heroes of the faith in the end. And yet, the difference was this: they were willing to learn
more. They were willing to give their faith time to deepen, to expand, to soar…
by trusting the Lord who gives them the words of life and who will give them
his whole self as the Bread of Life on the cross.
There are events in our lives
when we too, cannot understand what’s going on. We wonder why God allows
unsavory events to happen to us. Some people easily give up believing and
following the Lord when this happens. They look for fulfillment and happiness
somewhere else, but not in this God who is vague and confusing and unclear.
But the real disciple is blessed
with a unique quality. It is called perseverance; a combination of patience,
and strength, and trust in the Lord. Why? Simply because they know that only
the Lord can give lasting peace and joy. You may find that in other people and
other things, yes. But Jesus, the Father’s gift, gives these to us in
perfection, here on earth and definitely, there in heaven.
Lord, help me not to give up when
I don’t understand the events of my life. Instead give me the give of
perseverance, the grace to continue walking with Jesus, following Jesus, until
he makes things clear to me in the end. Amen.