5TH SUNDAY IN ORDINARY TIME C
ATTRACTIVE HUMILITY
There are many traits that mark our relationship with God. The
Lord’s mighty providence makes us grateful. The repeated forgiveness of our
sins makes us vigilant and careful about our mistakes and weaknesses. Answered prayers
for healing and protection lead us to depend more strongly on his power.
The gospel today teaches us a very special attitude that we
should also embrace in our relationship with God. Peter had a very special
passenger on his boat that day. It might well have been just a dull water-trip
excursion for business-wise it was a disaster. There was no catch of fish. When
Jesus manifested his power over the waters and its creatures, Peter and his
companions could no longer hold the amazingly bountiful catch of fish.
Peter did not shout: How great are you, Lord! He did not exclaim:
Thank you so much, Lord! He did not turn repentant saying: Forgive me, Jesus!
Of all the reactions that came from his obviously overwhelmed heart, this
weathered fisherman simply said: Depart from me, Lord, I am a sinful man! He expressed
deep humility, knowing that he was in the presence of the God he only knew by
faith, and now was riding in his own vessel.
I like the description of St Luke when he said that Peter
dropped down at the knees of Jesus. Jesus was sitting on the boat, maneuvering
the catch, and Peter knelt in front of the Lord. Imagine the gesture of that
grown up man, vigorous and robust, acknowledging a higher power other than his
own. In the face of this realization, Peter was filled with humility and even
pronounced how far was the distance between him and his God – depart from me…
Jesus was not someone to ignore a humble heart. Jesus is
always on the look-out for the humble and the lowly of heart. It was the same
attitude that marked his relationship with his Father, the same characteristic
that endeared him to the people he came to serve. Seeing this humble man, he
did not pay attention to Peter’s wish to move away from him. Instead, he drew
him ever closer to himself. It was like Jesus was saying to Peter: “You
proclaim the distance between my power and your weakness? Now I proclaim the
closeness between us. Come, I will make you my disciple, a fisher of men.” How true
it is that God draws near to the humble of heart!
Let us learn today from the example of St. Peter. True
humility is not in the looks or in the words. Humility is an attitude of the
heart. St. Francis de Sales said something like this: “My advice is that you
should go easy with expressions of humility, making sure that your deep inward
feelings agree with whatever you say outwardly.” Well said! Jesus, give me a
humble heart to acknowledge your presence and power.